From Panic to Plan: My 12-Year Journey with Money

Published: January 31, 2026 at 8:40 am

Last Updated on January 31, 2026 at 8:40 am

In this edition of the reader story, we encounter a 12-year transformative personal finance journey.

About this series: I am grateful to readers for sharing intimate details about their financial lives, which benefits us all. Some of the previous editions are linked at the bottom of this article. You can also access the full reader story archive.

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This is Rayan – Private Employee, Age: 45 (Housewife, 2 Daughters, Gr 10 & Gr 7) working @ Nasik since 2013 in a rented house.
Native: Perambalur (own house – ground floor; 1st Floor rented Rs 6000)
I closed my existing PF (while shifting those amounts helping me, there is no other option for me) and moved from native to Nasik to start a new career with fresh PF forms.

Without knowing, I have selected 3% VPF since 2013.

During these periods (2013-2020).
I wasn’t much aware of my home loan EMI until 2015. I was shocked and realised it was 9 lakhs in LICHFL at a 14.5% interest rate.
I worried and started to pledge a jewel loan (former loan) and paid the principal amount. And every month I gradually repay to get back this routine habit.
I have closed my home loan 2020 Feb 1.

While locked down, I keep on watching COVID news. Those times affected Western countries, but I’m bad at the same time, monitoring my mutual fund NAVs as well.
I forgot those two ICICI mutual fund names, the bank recommended paying each Rs 2000 due to panic. I have closed both mutual funds since 2014.

After 6 months I have received a call from an ICICI MF person, he had mentioned that when I was closed MF that day was the bottom tip of covid crash.
Sometimes I regret it but it happened.

Due to covid I moved to native place with my family (paying rent in a Nasik home).
I remember in-between Aug-20 to Dec-20, I was influenced by badminton friends who always talk about share markets.
So I started investing through Grow without researching, just buying based on my friends’ guidance.

I may have invested Rs 35000 and just went down within a month to Rs 28000 due to panic. I sold-out all my investments.
And again in 2021 between Feb to March invested Rs 17000 and booked loss again Rs 5000~6000 due to panic.
One good thing is I never do options and trading.

After the above mistakes; I started to listen to podcasts related to mutual fund and share markets.

Luckily I started to hear “Money Petchu” Anand sir. After his several videos my views about the share market have totally changed. No more panic about market fall.
I learned one thing about his videos: financial discipline and consistency are prime factors other than anything.

Again I have started investing slowly buying 1 or 2 gradually. Whenever markets are in blood I more happily enter and purchase 1 and 2 even my portfolio -16% that time. Slowly my portfolio recovered from -16% to 20%, I remember; I sold Titan 30 nos share and paid my daughter 1 term fees (each share profit Rs 1100 approximately).
Due to some technical issues with Grow, I am trying to connect with their customer care due to several times I fed up and I exited from Grow approximately 4 lakhs.

One fine day, I got fed my YouTube Pattu Sir and Boosan interview. The first time I got to know about Pattu sir, I liked his appearance without shaving instead of a full shave. I admired his speech about retirement, health insurance and term policies. Again my life turning to finance is not only sharing the market before that we have to do many things.

Once I started to hear Pattu sir’s + Anand Sir’s video, I kept on watching all his videos and learned a lot even though I have guided many of my juniors and colleagues.
In 2024 – I opted for term insurance and Health policy and I have increased my VPF 24%.
He mentioned in one video “Kanna Pinnanu semikanum” this is my keyword.
Once my salary was credited, the same day I parked my money.

My portfolio

Edelweiss Flexi cap fund Reg – Rs 5000/Monthly
ICICI Pru Manufacturing fund Reg – Rs 5000/Monthly
Kotak Multicap fund (G) – Rs 5000/Monthly
Mirae Asset great consumer fund reg (G) – Rs 5000/Monthly

I knew the above thematic funds are highly risky as of now 18 months paid so far cumulative of above funds return 6.85% invested 364000 now 383180
Above funds are under my Wife accounts. I plan to exit gradually in the next 12~15 months. I need this money at least for my daughter’s education.

Apart from that I have invested Rs 6000 (Rs 1500/weekly) through my account to erstwhile ICICI Prudential Value Discovery fund – direct growth so far profit 8.12% invested 91500 return 98927

Under my in-laws account Fixed deposit Rs 500000 at 7.25% interest monthly return Rs 3100 approximately

Under my wife demat invested Rs 400000 in bond market 11.75% monthly return Rs 3200 approximately

Under my wife demat invested Rs 6000/monthly so far Rs 66000 gradually in share market so far 7% profit

In my PF accounts Rs 4125158 as of now

For my daughters couple years itself I started to invest more in SSY each Rs 10000

Now SSY1: Rs 314848 (age 15) and SSY2: Rs 316857 (age 12)
This year I may modify slightly Rs 15000 and Rs 5000

NPS1: 10% so far 463332 (E20%, C40% & G40%) the reason behind due to thematic fund I slightly modified here; once exited above point 1 to 4 and change my strategy

NPS2: Monthly Rs 5000 as of now 87633 at 4% returns (E35%, C35%, G30%)
This is my own strategy, I need some bulk money every 3 months so I regularly pay 5 nos of RDs. This money helps for train tickets, Diwali purchases and many things and picnic and term policy and health insurance.
And recently buy second hand car Rs 500000 to pledge jewel loan so far paying 2.5 lakhs monthly Rs 25000

Passive income: Rent 6500 + Bond + FD interest 6000 = total 12500; Nasik home rent Rs 11000
All investments directly Rs 68000 + RDs 21500 = Total Rs 89500
Indirectly PF + VPF = Rs 38000 + NPS: Rs 13000 = Total Rs 51000
Bank balance: Rs 65000

I am not much in share market technical but I believe in discipline and consistency.
Invest first then expense.
Above is my secret of success thanks to all gurus like Anand and Pattu and many influencers like Boosan, some others.

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